Getting Nervous Again

Well here we go again I am back to 1 week to start date for the 5th time. I am still not convinced that it is really going to happen this time therefore I haven't requested any time off from work yet. I am going to call my doctors office to see if they are at all sure that I will be starting on May 14th or not before I request a couple days off work. I always seem to get myself worked up when start dates get close and I don't know how to stop doing that. As much as I would love to be put off again I hope that I am not so I don't have to anticipate another start date. I guess I'm ready to just get on with this so I can start getting it over with. I have been keeping busy with work but it really doesn't keep my mind off of it.

This wonderful little man is what keeps me going along with his dad. Isn't he precious! This is a picture from this school year. He wanted to dress up so bad (he really likes to dress up). He went to school hoping to impress a little girl that he likes and she wouldn't even talk to him. He didn't let it bother him and said that he would continue to dress up. By the way his name is Matthew.

Matthew is our only son, however we have a rather large family consisting of 3 dogs, 1 cat, 2 rabbits, 1 bird, and 2 fish.