Monday, October 8, 2007

TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE

Well I am trying really hard to stay positive about all of these sides. I keep telling myself that the sides are temporary and hopefully the results will last a lifetime. I am on my fourth throat infection with thrush. My neutrophils keep dropping then going back up then dropping again. I have had to go in more often for blood work than usual because of this. Some weeks I have a couple of days that I feel really good and other weeks I don't have any good days. I am always thankful for the days that I do feel good. I was hoping to keep up with posts but it is most of the time the furthest thing from my mind. I am also pretty anemic if my numbers drop anymore than I will be reducing medication and starting procrit.

Well enough for now hope all is well for everyone else.